Learning to live

I've been going through a change in personality and character for a while now and it never hit me till just recently, I am my own person now and nothing can change me but me!

It started with admitting to myself that I don't just like one type of girl, I like a wide variety of them. Sure, that was easy to assume, especially since I'm a 21 year old male living in Miami, but truth is, I've never admitted that to myself because I've always been really close minded to my "type" and was always hoping to match the girl I was with to the type of girls my friends liked.

Little by little I recognized that if I kept going like this, I would find the same type of girls and let the rest slide... and that's why I put the picture up there of all different body types and skin colors. I LOVE WOMEN!

This made me realize that, hey, I can admit to this, so maybe I can admit to more things like... I like making coffee drinks for people because I feel satisfied by their reaction... and no, it's not as important of a job as a doctor, but hell, I hope you remember this blog thenext time you need a coffee fix.

Then comes the part where I do as I please and don't let fear slow me down. Lately when I go out with my coworker (and good friend) Melissa (follow her on twitter @radseed ... cool girl) :) I've been approaching girls more easily. I don't know if it's because of the drinks in me, or because I'm starting to feel comfortable with myself, nevertheless, I am not letting the fear of rejection get to me. And plus, I'm not trying to have sex with these girls, I'm just meeting them so I don't see the harm in trying to have a nice conversation... though if it leads to sex... yey for us! lol

There is no need to hold myself back from myself cause I am not a hazard to me... sorry P!nk ;).

I love me, so I can just hope others will love me as well... for now, I'm just learning to live.

BTW, that's me and those are Barry University Cheerleaders that I met on a bartending competition on TGIFridays... Chris won. :)

What Life Gives

There are times when all we could do is read the letters left behind in time and remind ourselves about the things that brought smiles. Reliving old memories sometimes allows us to relive, maybe that means that sometimes we are dead and rewinding is the only way to survive, who knows?

The moment I let go is the moment I choose to survive or to die, and that's such a scary thing. Do I move on? Do I stay stuck? Love doesn't happen because it has to, it happens because we let it and realizing that fact is the best way, so I've been told, to get over someone. I think whoever told me this was completely wrong.